I’m not even going to lie to ya’ll… I was really just too tired to finish the first part of my ‘About Me’ 😂
BUT, here I am… back at it again… to finish this time. LOL
What is the farthest you’ve been from home?
I wanna say I haven’t traveled much… I’ve been to maybe 8 or 9 states? But, the furthest I have traveled was to Honduras a couple years back. I wish I could travel more, it definitely changes a persons mindset!
What do people think is weird about you?
I wanna say I am a pretty weird person… but, I’m okay with that. Because that means I’m different and unique and not like everyone else in this world. I do what I think is right, fun, adventurous, safe, things to be happy, and to live life to the fullest.
What one person, living or dead would you most like to talk to?
I’m going to get real for a sec here… One person I would like to talk to is my cousin. She committed suicide and I could go in DEPTH of so many things about this topic… but if it were possible I would just like to talk to her, and not about why or things like that. Just to get to know her more than I did.
Do you have a nickname? What’s the story behind it?
I come from a Mexican family, of course I have nicknames! LOL. I’m only going to share 1 with you guys though. & it has nothing to do with my family! I got it while I was in High School, they called me Waldo. I would constantly ask why Waldo?? & they would always say because they could never find me in the hallways in-between classes (because I’m short) LOL. & ever since then my friends STILL call me that!
What are your favorite TV Shows or movies?
One TV Show I can watch over and over and over again is Gilmore Girls! I grew up watching it and got my Fiancé to even watch it! My absolute favorite movie is Beauty and the Beast!!
Okay guys, So there is 10 questions about me! I’m not really sure what else to tell you guys for now. I’m sure with later topics more info on me will come out! 🙂
So I never really introduced myself properly to you guys. I’m not going to give you where my location is… not that anyone is stalking me. LOL. Just don’t want to be out there!
I thought I’d be basic and just do 20 or so questions ‘about me’
Let me just start out by saying I am a mess… these will not be any sort of order!
So here it goes…
Question numbaaa 1.
What is your favorite color?
I don’t just have ONE favorite color… I am a very colorful person, I think it adds to my personality! My top 5 favorite colors are: Maroon, Navy Blue,Black,Pink, & Purple!
Question number 2.
If you could go one place in the world, where would it be?
I would without hesitation always say Paris! I have no actual reason as to why… but, I am absolutely in LOVEEE with the Eiffel Tower! One day, my dream will come true!
Question number 3.
What is your relationship, life, career status?
I am currently ENGAGED!!! 🙂 I could go into detail about how happy & in LOVEEE I am… but, I’ll do ya’ll a solid & skip all that LOL. I am 24 years old as of January 24th! I work at a Hospital but, am going to college to get a degree in the medical field.
I canNOT wait to graduate!
Question number 4.
What fictional place would you most like to go?
OMG. Can you say nerd?? I would go to Hogwarts no doubt! Like, really guys? How AWESOME would that be!?
Question number 5.
What is the most annoying habit that other people have?
WHEN YOU BURP OUT LOUD AND THINK ITS CUTE
Question numero 6.?
To be continued….
I hope you guys enjoyed the first 5 questions! I feel if I do all 20 questions in one blog post it would be enough to even wear me out!
Losing someone is hard… losing five or more loved ones is harder… Everyone has problems, & I understand that. That’s why I still think that I am blessed even though I have been put through soo much. I don’t want pity. I’m not asking for any. I’m not that kind of a person. I just want someone to listen. The first time I lost someone.. it was like, someone grabbed a dagger & repeatedly stuck it in my heart… my lungs.. my stomach… my head.. all at once. It was as if my whole world just paused & it kept me in a moment that I didn’t want to stay in. I just wanted to wake up & realize that it was all just a dream. But… it wasn’t. The second.. or third.. or fourth or so on time that it happened… a piece of me left with them too.. That light? of happiness that everyone else has.. just kept getting more dim… & more dim… until it was hard to even see.. That feeling of regret you have.. of never being able to talk to them, hug them, see their smile ever again is something that lives on in me.. When I lost my cousin….
That. Was a whole chunk of me.
I am NOT the same person I was before that happened.. & you shouldn’t expect someone to be the same before they lost someone because of something you could havehelped them with… But then again.. who knows if I would have even made a difference?
People ask me… “are you scared of dying/to die?” I always answer the same, “No… I can’t wait to meet my maker, & to be with the ones I love.” But, then I start to think.. what about the ones I love here on Earth? I’m going to miss them just as much as I miss those up in heaven right now. I’m always going to miss someone.. the pain will never go away. I’m slowly learning to move on.. with so many other issues that follow this subject it’s really hard to. There’s still so much anger, frustration, sadness & grief that comes with the whole “moving on” thing. I cry about Her everyday.. I miss Her every time I breathe. So no… I guess it really doesn’t get any easier than this…